I hv built this wall around me long long time ago, but someone managed to climb it over; only just to break my heart and see if I can really Be high when I`m down. If thats not enough, my face is damaged severly too, due to an accident while skating. Love hurts! “The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to feel the pain.” How very true! 
Feel like I was hit by a truck. It will heal I`m sure, but not all scars show, the ones that hurt the most are the ones within. Back to where I began, all on my own. Just wondering when will I be free again, free from the pictures in my head of your cold-hearted smile. But just grin and bear, whats important is that we choose to stand up after all the difficulties in life.